Saturday, September 29, 2007

Hey people!! Okay this might be the last time I'm blogging since i really really need to concentrate on my exams. Damn it. I can't take the pressure thats on me. i seriously need help.

Alright alright. Have been to focused on my science and maths too much and i need to work my ass of on my other subjects. And i need something to keep me awake. They say coffee helps but i don't drink coffee. heh. I'm a tea kind of person. so yea. lol.

YOU i want to save you, i really want to. but i really really don't know whats going on.
I'm sorry for being this way.
Even though you're mine but I'm sorry i just feel so...
I don't know. I know you're helpful towards that guy.
But what made me feel that way is just that, you JUST got to know him.
I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. And do not blame yourself please.
You did nothing wrong at all. It's me for being like this, for feeling this way.
And that girl is a good friend. And i only talk to her when i meet her.
But that guy, you talk to him as though you've known him for a long time.
Its like you've known him longer than me.
I'm sorry. i just don't want to lose you.
You mean so much to me and i don't want to lose you.
I'm sorry if I'm not helping at all. I just don't know how to
I really don't know. I'm sorry. I'm really really sorry.
And baby please cheer up?? don't think about all this alright??
Please cheer up?? And again I'm sorry. =((


Fall Out Boy
is my kind of music 1:37 AM