Hey fucker, I'm telling you once again. don't you dare make a move on her or bloods will be streaming down from your face i tell you. i repeat. You don't force her to do things if she doesn't want to. You don't. YOU DON'T.

Fall Out Boy
is my kind of music 4:40 PM

Hey people!! Okay this might be the last time I'm blogging since i really really need to concentrate on my exams. Damn it. I can't take the pressure thats on me. i seriously need help.

Alright alright. Have been to focused on my science and maths too much and i need to work my ass of on my other subjects. And i need something to keep me awake. They say coffee helps but i don't drink coffee. heh. I'm a tea kind of person. so yea. lol.

YOU i want to save you, i really want to. but i really really don't know whats going on.
I'm sorry for being this way.
Even though you're mine but I'm sorry i just feel so...
I don't know. I know you're helpful towards that guy.
But what made me feel that way is just that, you JUST got to know him.
I'm sorry. I'm really sorry. And do not blame yourself please.
You did nothing wrong at all. It's me for being like this, for feeling this way.
And that girl is a good friend. And i only talk to her when i meet her.
But that guy, you talk to him as though you've known him for a long time.
Its like you've known him longer than me.
I'm sorry. i just don't want to lose you.
You mean so much to me and i don't want to lose you.
I'm sorry if I'm not helping at all. I just don't know how to
I really don't know. I'm sorry. I'm really really sorry.
And baby please cheer up?? don't think about all this alright??
Please cheer up?? And again I'm sorry. =((

Fall Out Boy
is my kind of music 1:37 AM

PRELIMS ARE OVER BABY!
what a relief, but the o's are in frickkin 32 dayz panikkk. i went for a little retail therapy after the prelim period today with the best friends so now i am officially broke. no more shopping until the end of the o levels so that then, i can shop till i literally drop. am. very. excited. prelim results are out tmr, not all but the papers we did earlier how can they possibly do this to us i mean the prelims just ended!!11!1! inhumane i tell you. okay gtg you should see my lj it's much more happening there.


i wna go to a flea market. zouk plz thankyou




xxxx Izza

Fall Out Boy
is my kind of music 2:29 PM

sorry i just need to say something...

everytime i try to understand how you feel you say nothing.
everytime i try to help i can't cause i don't know whats going on
everytime i feel as though im not needed.
i'm here to help but you don't tell me.
everytime you say its nothing when i can tell its something.
i feel as though we're not what we were.
maybe its my fault maybe its not.
if it is im really really sorry i don't know what to do.
im really really sorry.
im sorry. =((

Fall Out Boy
is my kind of music 1:41 PM

Hey hey! so i woke up like around 12 plus. kinda late. so ya. lol

so then i decided to explore friendster and study in the afternoon. HAHA. exploring friendster was kinda fun. read past testimonials and msges. haha. viewing friends and other people's profile. then got quite bored of it.lol

i need to study later!!! very very urgent!!! later that is. lol. today is gonna boring and stressy. lol. boring cause i don't know. stressy cause of studies. lol. I GOTTA BE HARDWORKING DUDE!!! im not working hard enough!!! I NEED TO STRESS MYSELF LIKE MAD. but i can't do that. cause i hate it. lol. STUDY RAHIM!!! EXAM ISN'T THAT LONG!! IF YOU DON'T STUDY YOU WILL STAY BACK AND DIE!! okay that scared me. heh.

OK STUDY STUDY STUDY!!!

why?? why does all these pictures running through my mind affecting me the way i feel??
please please i don't want to feel all these
its just so very very irritating. please
gotta stop.

Fall Out Boy
is my kind of music 3:42 PM

Hey Hey! Izza, i'm sorry if im too quiet now-a-days. lol. I'm just like that. HAH. But im really sorry. msg me when you can alright!!! =))

Anyway. I'm just going to say something, if yall don't care then you're problem. lol

If im not your _____ why giving me all the things you have given me. If I'm not smart then I'm the stupid-iest. so what. im stupid i can't do anything good. What good can i do. If you're so smart then why ____________________ me since i'm stupid. If you're so smart then why can't you tell why i was feeling like shit staring into space and keeping quiet. You should realize what you've done to demoralize me.


thats it. take care peeps! And study hard for your EOY!!!

Fall Out Boy
is my kind of music 8:19 PM