Wednesday, July 02, 2008
sigh sigh sigh sigh
it doesn't feel right anymore
it feels out of place
and it feels she doesn't anymore
it feels she ____
it feels its gonna happen
it feels like fuck
it feels like im gonna die
it feels like i shouldn't bother anymore
it feels like shit
it feels like everythings
negativedo i always have to start??
but when i do. it seems dead.
sigh sigh sigh sigh
who's been talking to you lately with weird question that you've not told me of like you usually do?
maybe that person is what making you want something new??
maybe you want that person now??
maybe im in the way of you two??
maybe you're talking to that person thats why it seems dead??
maybe what L said was true
maybe it'll happen again
maybe im a puppet
why before it happen, we were able to hold each other in front of your schoolmates, but not mine??
why do you say ____ when they ask who your ___ is??
maybe you want ____
maybe you're not proud
of course you can now, you need not worry so much now
but its harder for me...
or maybe...im just thinking too much. sigh FUCK!!
if you want just go =((
='(
just tell me instead of pulling yourself away from what you really really REALLY want... ='((
