Monday, May 26, 2008

Hey people. The days have been pretty bad lately. I know many people will think its a stupid choice but ya. So today dad gave me a choice, to buy iPod or a new phone. It was kinda hard to pick but ya I chose the phone. I'm happy I got my new phone but it isn't making me feel any better somehow.

sigh. i know you don't want to anymore. but i'll wait. i blew the 2nd chance and i'm sorry. i can't help but to love you. i'll wait. even if you move on with some other guy i'll wait. even if it brings me through alot of pain it doesn't matter cause all i want is you. i'll wait...


Fall Out Boy
is my kind of music 12:26 AM

Saturday, May 17, 2008

I don't know why but I'm feeling kinda down now. Somehow I wish nothing happen before. I want to get over it but its difficult. =((



Sum 42
"With Me"

I don't want this moment
To ever end
Where everything's nothing, without you
I'd wait here forever just to,
To see you smile
'Cause it's true
I am nothing without you

Through it all
I've made my mistakes
I stumble and fall
But I mean these words

[Chorus:]
I want you to know
With everything, I won't let this go
These words are my heart and soul
I'll hold onto this moment you know
As I'll bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go

Thoughts read unspoken
Forever in vow
And pieces of memories
Fall to the ground
I know what I didn't have so
I won't let this go
'Cause it's true
I am nothing without you

All the streets,
where I walked alone
With nowhere to go
Have come to an end

[Chorus]

In front of your eyes
It falls from the skies
When you don't know what you're looking to find
In front of your eyes
It falls from the skies
When you just never know what you will find
(What you will find [x4])

I don't want this moment
To ever end
Where everything's nothing, without you


i feel like crying so badly now. =((


Fall Out Boy
is my kind of music 1:44 AM

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

Hey people!! Been meeting her quite often except for today heh =))

4th May 2008:
Religious class was rather okay I suppose. Me and my cousin were the first to be there for the very first time!! woooo! After class went to my cousin's house to have lunch. Damn it was too filling. I kinda slept for awhile at her house. Heh heh. Then i met her and her brother at Tampines interchange took bus to their house there and sat and played for awhile at the playground. Heh. =) then went home to study. heh.

5th May '08:
Physics was rather okay so yeap. Heh. Went to eat at parkway parade after that with classmates to eat at mcdonald's. Then Adrian came to my house and "studied" and played games for a little while. Heh. Then I went to meet her for awhile heh. She came over for a little while then we took a bus ride. Heh. I think we did the most stupid thing ever, we got off the bus for no reason. Haha, we actually ran for the bus! Heh. Then came back to tamp and sat down at the playground. Then she followed me meet my friends for a little while before she left. Heh. yeap!

6th May '08:
Maths paper was rather well, confident to pass. Heh. Then i met her for a little while before I went home to change and all. Heh. Then i met her at her playground there a little while heh. THE LITTLE GIRL HATES ME FOR GOD KNOWS WHAT REASON!!! HAHAHA. -.- She thought catching me around was fun! wtf?? Haha. Then finally got to spend some time with her. Heh. Nice moments =))

7th May '08:
Today was Geog paper and I think I'm going to fail as i did it kinda fast and ya. I had around half an hour to sleep!! Then met Gavin under his block and slack, and Afiq came along. Heh. Sat down and chat a little while before we all left for home. Yeap!! Heh


I'm talking to you now and I love you =))


Fall Out Boy
is my kind of music 9:37 PM

Saturday, May 03, 2008

Hey peeps!! Past few days have been good and bad at the same time.

Listen to this while reading!! Heh this song is nice =))



Bad:
- English paper was rather to high for the vocab, or is it my vocab is low?? heh
- Malay, kinda tooo many words I don't know. Which means my malay vocab is bad.
- Maths was rather okay I suppose. Not to bad, only didn't know some of them.
- Social studies, FAIL!!! Fuck! I didn't do the bloody SEQ whereby I knew the answers! but didn't have enough time damn it! FUCK! Next time, will do SEQ first.

Yeah I'm so going to fail damn it!!! FUCK!

But the good times were when i met up with her =)) Heh, studied with her. Yeap really did study okay!! Haha. Happy moments. Heh. But I've got short attention span damn it!

i'm kinda confuse. :/ can anyone answer me. tell me what im doing exactly?? we're doing things like we are. but we're not. but i do. =(
and....i'm sorry...


Fall Out Boy
is my kind of music 9:59 PM