Monday, April 14, 2008

i thought you were the one, my one and only true one. you promised. you were afraid to face another break-up situation. i swore to you i wouldn't leave you. i swore to you that i'll love you forever. you gave me hope for everlasting love. but i guess nothing last forever. its pure bullshit. forever love, pure bullshit, "i'll love you forever and ever". what love is there now. you said you wouldn't care what your family says and that you'd show them that this can last forever. i wonder if what you say is an excuse or what. just so you won't hurt me soo much. you admit you think you like someone else. but you don't have to say all the others. that part hurts me the most. while the others are just extras. i guess thats that. and like i've sworn. i'll still love you forever and ever. and one thing i admit, i can't move on. as long as you're happy i'll be happy. good luck with that guy and all the best. you can do it. he'll take care of you from now on. and we'll just be friends from now on. and the following lyrics, describe well enough about how i feel. I Love You.


MAYDAY PARADE
Three Cheers For Five Years
I swear that you don't have to go
I thought we could wait for the fireworks
I thought we could wait for the snow
To wash over Georgia and kill the hurt
I thought I could live in your arms
And spend every moment I had with you
Stay up all night with the stars
Confess all the faith that I had in you (I had in you)

Too late, I'm sure and lonely
Another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now against me
You know the words so sing along for me baby

For heaven's sake I know you're sorry
But you won't stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same

I thought with a month of apart
Together would find us an opening
And moonlight would provide the spark
And that I would stumble across the key
Or break down the door to your heart
Forever could see 'us', not 'you and me'
And you'd help me out of the dark
And I'd give my heart as an offering (an offering)

Too late, I'm sure and lonely
Another night, another dream wasted on you
Just be here now against me
You know the words so sing along for me baby

For heaven's sake I know you're sorry
But you won't stop crying
This anniversary may never be the same
Inside I hope you know I'm dying
With my heart beside me
In shattered pieces that may never be replaced
And if I died right now you'd never be the same

And I will always remember you as you are right now to me
And I will always remember you now
Remember you now

So sleep alone tonight with no one here just by your side
Sleep alone tonight.

(How does he feel, how does he kiss)
So sleep alone tonight.
(How does he taste when he's on your lips.)
With no one here just by your side
(How does he feel, how does he kiss)
Sleep alone tonight.
[x3]

I can't forget you
I know you want me to want you I want to
But I can't forgive you
So when this is over don't blow your composure baby
I can't forget you
I know you want me to want you I want to
But I can't forgive you
So when this is over don't blow your composure
I can't forget you
I know you want me to want you I want to


Fall Out Boy
is my kind of music 8:46 PM